No. I’m not crazy. I don’t have any mental issues (that I’m aware of). I have self esteem issues, but that has no impact on my name either. Honestly, it was just an attempt to show that even though my ego may sometimes get the best of me, I always strive to humble myself and show that I never intend to come across as “the shit”. I know I’m not perfect. I know I have plenty of areas I need to work on. And honestly, I just go with “ihateMattJay” because I’m to lazy to think of something different. I figured it’d be easier for other people to find me too if I had the same name everywhere.